A B C its easy as 1 2 3

2009-10-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

Just a gentle reminder,
Pls do not decide and force me to do whats best for me.

mood: not gd, pening.

2009-10-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

seriously hate this kinda feeling.
everything is all messed up..
hate it!

so what do you have to say for yourself?

2009-10-14T15:17:00.000+08:00

2009-10-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

i dont understand what exactly do you want?
seriously i dont get you...
you will never be thankful for whatever you have..

u used me! hello!~ *vraahhhh~

2009-10-02T20:27:00.000+08:00

it is double hurting when you hear about someone from another party rather than from the person
itself..

its okay friend, you do not have to force yourself.. =DD
i defnitely know from de begining that im not as high or socialble as you.
i dont drink. im not sexy as i am covered from head to toe. i am not outspoken.
ive always been looked down by people about my ability.
in short, i do not fit to be "their" companion becos of these things.

but, wether im fit to be companion or not, it doesnt seem to bother me
becos i love the way i am.
i love being unpopular,
i love being quiet,
i love being not too friendly (get my facts right, not too friendly, not unfriendly)
i love being a non drinker.
i love being covered from head to toe.
becos that truely shows the REAL me rather than i act as someone who i am not. =)

well, not pointing to anyone in particular.
suddenly just recalling the past. recalling how hurtful it WAS to be rejected.
but i am happy now. =DD

because, at least i know that good people do exist in the world ;cD

Allahu Akbar!

2009-10-01T19:38:00.000+08:00

guess wat? im ive been used...
thank you...

Uni life has been bareable. for now..
been mking a lot of friends. =DD hello aidillah and nadia!
been cntacting Maya recently and gonna catch up with her soon!
gonna catch up wth Ilah nex wk hopefully..
huhuh... my weeks have been packed with tuitions and meetings...
but im happy...
being able to contact my old friends is indeed a blessing...

overall, im happy despite thefact that people took me for graNted.
at least im glad to know that good people still exist in this world..

2009-09-26T21:38:00.002+08:00

Just like my sister...

Im only gonna blog about my happy stuff on my blog..
Gonna make myself happy!! well, cant deny that many things happened recently.
However, those things wont stop me from being happy!!! =DD

I love my life so much...

Recently things got better (a little).
Hari raya was fun this yr! went family visiting.. lotsa pics taken and more to come.. hehe..

i miss adi. hehe. okay paiseh.. but really! hehe.

anyway, dont have much things to say.. im just updating my blog for the sake of updating..
im happy and im thankful for whatever that has happened, is happening, will happen....

Sadness will always stay with you for awhile, depending on how you overcome it.. =DDD

Love yas.

2009-09-16T08:51:00.001+08:00

I still cant believe that MJ actually died on my birthday.
okay 25th June but spore 26th June.

a super hot pic of him =D

anyway, my ftt will be today! like omg! im like only 40% ready.

hopefully wont fail again.

kinda looking forward to Syawal this year.

haha Prolly my last Syawal as a single lady! =D *okay cheeky*

hopefully a very sweet one.

im missing a lot of people.

mom,

Aidah *like badly missed, so far someore*

my sim peeps *their laughter*

Mj *hahah okok*

highlights of the week:

blood boiling with students *haha*

spring cleaning *supposedly*

FTT *which is today at 3.30pm*

hari raya *sunday*

2009-09-14T22:14:00.002+08:00

I met someone whom i have been searching for more than a year.
I search for her high and low..
and today i bumped into her while crossing the road.

shes the friend whom i felt freaking comfortable.
but because of a man, we split.

and today i saw her..
we hugged and i cried...
and that was the longest hug ive ever had... seriously..
you could tell that i miss her freaking much..
we literally hug at the traffic light. infront of many people...
i dont care seh that moment...

and shes now married with a daughter.

she was my sec 1 best friend.

i search highs and lows for her jus to invite her to my engagement.

it was a blissful moment...
i couldnt stop thinking about it...

i miss you already maya... =(

p.s: grabbed another pair of baju kurung, clutch and a pair of heels today.

2009-09-13T14:13:00.000+08:00

WAHHHH like finally can blog properly seh..
blogger has been sucky recently.. like big time!!!
ever since exam finished, lotsa things awaited for me.. haha.. which im half done.
Hari raya is like one week away and Alhamdulillah i managed to grab one baju kurung pahang.

hee.. happy. but sad Ramadhan ending soon.

anyway,
been catching up with friends and of course adi.
now need to plan with my PPG and de rest! like fast! hahahaha...
i think after hari raya lah girls.. very hard to plan this week..
very pack. want to prepare for raya sumore.
will let you guys know asap kayz...

Enjoy~

2009-09-06T21:37:00.001+08:00

So exams over Alhamdulillah.
Confidence level is so tlow..

Ramadhan so far Alhamdulillah has been going smoothly.
Not sure if i'll be starting to browse for new raya clothes.
prolly i wud just wear the one i wore during engagement.
still new and smell new. keke..

anyway, i started on my holidays quite well.
started off by going to Borders.
Its been ages since i went there!
So happy that i was able to feel through all those cooking books. =)
feeling contented.

oh yes,
Alhamdulillah fyi, Ive been accepted to UOL in Degree in management studies.
Cant thank the Creator enough.
I'll be starting on this 22nd. which means, i have only 2 days to celebrate raya.
boohoo..

Frankly, my mind is slowly starting to think about results,
what if my results arent good. worse case, fail?
omg.

stop stop. okok..

ive been sleeping like pig ever since.. erm yesterday?
payback all the hours that ive sacrificed for studying..
heee...

p.s: why is it that everything you do is ok when everything i do it was never okay.
("everything i do" = "everything you do"

One word. PENGSAN

2009-09-01T17:32:00.002+08:00

One word...
PENGSAN... (okay, faint)

yes i seriously feel like fainting after Biz law paper just nw.
I seriously throw everything into the paper.
Hm no comments on the paper. dont want to put too much hope.
Just hoping for a pass will do.

no im totally flat.
Energy level 0%. ( okay bedek, prolly another like 5% left, which is for blogging eke.)
someor just now after my Asar, i hit the Musollah ceiling.
you know those staircase then the below is slanting mah.
ya lah.. i tot i was damn bledy short confident stood up like nobody's business.
then hit my head. i cud actually feel the thing went *TNGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!*
you know that kinda sound effect.

anyways,
will be breakfasting in school with kiki and prolly with yana and nazmi.

next up,
ISB and Micro. =SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Help?

i think its seriously not okay to approach other people's partner
without even know who they are. adding jus for the sake of adding?

Unacceptable please. thank you.

2009-08-30T08:42:00.001+08:00

Bismillah, Peace be upon you all.

I am physically and mentally exhausted pls..

4 hours of sleep a day is definitely killing.

please bear with me for one week.

Wont be entertaining text or calls if unnecessary.

cooperation from ya'll is seriously needed.

Final step already.

I dont seem to care whatever people said to me or asked me to do.

There are like so many things that i want to do after my exams.
terawehhousechoresshoppingcookinganythingcrazythatyoucanthinkof.

please spare me..

Im very tired! Im freaking tired. like eunice said, my tears are like free flow..

current situation: trying to stand still in a 3m deep pool.
current mood: restless/stress/"dont test my patience" mood.

Ramadhan Mubarak!~

2009-08-27T16:41:00.000+08:00

Bismillah..
Peace be upon you all..

i guess many of you would be saying "hish this nisa ah cant stop changing her blog"
hehe..

this time, i definitely have a solid excuse for changing..
Due to my cheeky hands that cannot stop clicking here and there,
I was trying out the permission privatized section.. just want to see
how my blog would look like if i private my blog.
Wanted to set it as public after that, but, failed..

haha.. until now i cant even set it to public..
and everyone was like "wheres your blog?"
okay dont worry people, i didnt update any post ever since then..

Anyway,
Alhamdulillah Its Ramadhan again..
And i am very thankful for given this opportunity to celebrate Ramadhan.
not forgetting this month is examination month.
The last lap of getting that scroll. haha sounds like Uni scroll.
its just a Diploma one.

but definitely an important step to get my uni cert.

Today,
I suddenly feel very contented.
after Zuhur, something strike me suddenly.
hmm.. i dont even know what was it..
suddenly.. just feel contented..
listened to Raihan- thank you Allah and Zain Bikhah- Give thank to Allah made me even more relaxed.
=D
a good way to start memorizing ISB.

Ramadhan Mubarak to all my Muslim Friends.. =D